Monday, 4 October 2021

Book Review: HOW TO DISAPPEAR by Gillian McAllister

 





Title: HOW TO DISAPPEAR

Author:  Gillian McAllister

Read: September 2021

Expected publication: out now

My Rating: 🌟🌟🌟1/2

 


Book Description:

 

Lauren's daughter Zara witnessed a terrible crime. But speaking up comes with a price, and when Zara's identity is revealed online, it puts a target on her back.

The only choice is to disappear.

From their family, their friends, even from Lauren's husband.

No goodbyes. Just new names, new home, new lives.

One mistake - a text, an Instagram like - could bring their old lives crashing into the new.

As Lauren will learn, disappearing is easy.

Staying hidden is much harder . . .

 


My musings:

 


How would you feel if you had to pack a bag right now and leave your old life behind forever to save your daughter’s life? Knowing that you could never get in touch with your loved ones again without putting yourself in danger. Having to watch that no picture of your face ever makes it onto the web or the people chasing you will be able to hunt you down.

 

This is the situation Lauren finds herself in after her teenage daughter Zara witnesses the coldblooded murder of a homeless man and agrees to give evidence in court against two popular football stars. Now both Lauren and Zara are in witness protection, with new identities and strict instructions to leave their old lives behind. Laura’s husband Aiden, who has a daughter from his first marriage, has to stay behind. Will they ever see one another again?

 

In HOW TO DISAPPEAR, Gillian McAllister explores the heartbreaking topic of people on the run after having been caught up in a situation that now threatens their own lives. I tried to imagine how it would feel to be in Lauren’s place, but it was difficult to fathom the implications of leaving behind everyone and everything you love and live like a fugitive. Would you do this for your child? Of course you would, but what a terrible price to pay!

 

In the author’s notes, McAllister writes how difficult it was to get any information about witness protection, which meant that she had to use a huge amount of artistic license to make up most of it. And whilst she did an excellent job and the book works well as a work of fiction that revolves primarily about the sacrifices the characters are having to make, this was probably my only disappointment with the story. A few things seemed quite farfetched and unlikely to me, but for obvious reasons little is known about the true processes of witness protection, so who knows? I enjoyed the way the author includes not only the POVs of her characters in hiding but also those of the people left behind, which added depth to the story. However, I did struggle with some of the characters’ decision making processes, especially those in a professional capacity, whose actions did not always ring true to me.

 

 


Summary:

 


All in all, HOW TO DISAPPEAR is a novel about the sacrifices we make for our children, and how the life we take for granted can be taken away in a heartbeat. It was interesting to reflect on how our social media and online presence can put us in danger and how difficult it is to ever truly stay hidden in our modern world. Despite some inconsistencies in the plot and characters’ actions, this was an intriguing and well written mystery that kept me turning the pages.






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