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Thursday, 19 December 2024

It's final - DRUMROLL - my favourite for 2024 is: BLACK CAKE by Charmaine Wilkerson

 



Title: BLACK CAKE

Author:  Charmaine Wilkerson

Read: September 2024

My Rating: all the stars! 🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟

 

Book Description:

 

We can’t choose what we inherit. But can we choose who we become?

In present-day California, Eleanor Bennett’s death leaves behind a puzzling inheritance for her two children, Byron and Benny: a black cake, made from a family recipe with a long history, and a voice recording. In her message, Eleanor shares a tumultuous story about a headstrong young swimmer who escapes her island home under suspicion of murder. The heartbreaking tale Eleanor unfolds, the secrets she still holds back, and the mystery of a long-lost child challenge everything the siblings thought they knew about their lineage and themselves.

Can Byron and Benny reclaim their once-close relationship, piece together Eleanor’s true history, and fulfill her final request to “share the black cake when the time is right”? Will their mother’s revelations bring them back together or leave them feeling more lost than ever?

Charmaine Wilkerson’s debut novel is a story of how the inheritance of betrayals, secrets, memories, and even names can shape relationships and history. Deeply evocative and beautifully written, Black Cake is an extraordinary journey through the life of a family changed forever by the choices of its matriarch.

 

My musings:

 


Oh my aching heart! How I loved this book – such an emotional, well-written story about family and belonging, one I will remember for a long time to come. Reviews for favourite books are the hardest to write, but I will try to put into words how this story affected me. I will go as far as to say that it was my favourite book for 2024!

 

I love stories about family secrets and sibling relationships, so was instantly intrigued by Eleanor Bennett’s deathbed message to her children. Over an eight-hour recording, she confides aspects of her past that will change Byron and Benny’s lives in ways they could never have anticipated.

 

Wilkerson knows how to bring her characters to life, and it didn’t take long for them to worm their way into my mind and my heart. They all felt so real to me! There was so much to unwrap here: strong women, love, race, culture, belonging, sexuality, family dysfunction, and lots of secrets, all handled sensitively and with lots of heart. At the end, I felt happy and in tears at the same time, realising that these wonderful characters will stay in my mind for a while yet.

 

BLACK CAKE is a book to savour slowly and deliberately, getting to know the background of each character and what drives them. Like the cake the book is named after, this is a rich and flavoursome story steeped in love and a multitude of flavours that all blend together to form an amazing whole. Set against the atmospheric backdrop of a small Caribbean island, there was an element of armchair travel as well that made me want to jump on a plane and go there.

 

I’m really lost for words here – if only my heart could speak and express how much this book affected me. A truly wonderful story, very highly recommended!




Friday, 20 September 2024

New favourite for 2024: HERE ONE MOMENT by Liane Moriarty

 



Title: HERE ONE MOMENT

Author:  Liane Moriarty

Read: September 2024

Expected publication: out now

My Rating: all the stars! 🌠

 

Book Description (Goodreads):

 

If you knew your future, would you try to fight fate?

Aside from a delay, there will be no problems. The flight will be smooth, it will land safely. Everyone who gets on the plane will get off. But almost all of them will be forever changed.

Because on this ordinary, short, domestic flight, something extraordinary happens. People learn how and when they are going to die. For some, their death is far in the future—age 103!—and they laugh. But for six passengers, their predicted deaths are not far away at all.

How do they know this? There were ostensibly more interesting people on the flight (the bride and groom, the jittery, possibly famous woman, the giant Hemsworth-esque guy who looks like an off-duty superhero, the frazzled, gorgeous flight attendant) but none would become as famous as “The Death Lady.”

Not a single passenger or crew member will later recall noticing her board the plane. She wasn’t exceptionally old or young, rude or polite. She wasn’t drunk or nervous or pregnant. Her appearance and demeanor were unremarkable. But what she did on that flight was truly remarkable.

A few months later, one passenger dies exactly as she predicted. Then two more passengers die, again, as she said they would. Soon no one is thinking this is simply an entertaining story at a cocktail party.

If you were told you only had a certain amount of time left to live, would you do things differently? Would you try to dodge your destiny?


My musings:

 


I just finished reading and had to sit quietly for a little while to collect my thoughts on this heartfelt, poignant story. The thing I LOVE about Moriarty’s books is the way she makes me care about her characters, and HERE ONE MOMENT was a prime example. At work, I caught myself wanting to discuss Sue’s terrible predicted fate, and how Paula could possibly protect little Timmy, and that of course Leo would have to give up work immediately. I remembered just in time that these were just fictional characters, even if they felt so very real to me. At this point, I also want to give credit to Caroline Lee and Geraldine Hakewill for their brilliant audio narration!

 

For a book that heavily featured death and dying, it left me feeling warm and optimistic, even if there were many themes I will undoubtedly ponder for a while. Surely everyone has at one stage contemplated their own mortality, and the things that really matter in the big scheme of things. Perhaps it is a sign of growing up or ageing (or becoming a bit wiser and wearier) that we find it easier to focus on the things that are important to us, as the sand in our hourglass is steadily making its way down the tube. I know that this theme is not new, but what would you do if you knew how long you had to live? Would you change anything? How would you want to spend the time you had left?

 

Sometimes having to keep track of a multitude of characters can dilute their emotional significance, but not so here. I just LOVED these people and found myself caring very deeply about their fate. And as in a magic trick, Moriarty takes it one step further, slowly unveiling the identity of the “death lady” and the events that have led to those fateful hours on the delayed flight. As the novel was steadily nearing the end, I found myself fervently wishing to spend more time with these characters who I felt I knew so intimately by now. To be able to elicit such strong feelings for such a large group of people is proof of the skill of Moriarty’s writing. It offers just the right selection of snapshots out of everyone’s lives that let me fill in the rest and make these fictional characters appear real. I certainly felt like I knew everyone quite intimately by the time the story concluded.

 

I’m not sure what else I can say, except that I loved everything about this book. With just the right balance between intrigue and heart, and a multitude of themes relevant to our times (across a wide range of age groups, demographics and genders) it utterly captivated my attention. I feel that my words are inadequate to describe the book’s emotional impact on me and highly recommend it to anyone who has ever contemplated their own mortality. Such a wonderful, deep and touching read, a definite favourite for me!





Wednesday, 4 September 2024

Book Review: CHAI TIME AT CINNAMON GARDENS by Shankari Chandran


 

Title: CHAI TIME AT CINNAMON GARDENS

Author:  Shankari Chandran

Read: July 2024

Expected publication: out now

My Rating: πŸŒŸπŸŒŸπŸŒŸπŸŒŸπŸŒŸ all the stars!

 

Book Description (Goodreads):

 

Welcome to Cinnamon Gardens, a home for those who are lost and the stories they treasure.

Cinnamon Gardens Nursing Home is nestled in the quiet suburb of Westgrove, Sydney – populated with residents with colourful histories, each with their own secrets, triumphs and failings. This is their safe place, an oasis of familiar delights – a beautiful garden, a busy kitchen and a bountiful recreation schedule.

But this ordinary neighbourhood is not without its prejudices. The serenity of Cinnamon Gardens is threatened by malignant forces more interested in what makes this refuge different rather than embracing the calm companionship that makes this place home to so many. As those who challenge the residents’ existence make their stand against the nursing home with devastating consequences, our characters are forced to reckon with a country divided.

Chai Time at Cinnamon Gardens is about family and memory, community and race, but is ultimately a love letter to story-telling and how our stories shape who we are.



My musings:

 


CHAI TIME AT CINNAMON GARDENS is one of the best and most relevant books I have read so far this year! Don’t be fooled by the cosy cover and title, because this story is gritty and confronting in parts. It will touch your soul and break your heart.

Cinnamon Gardens is a nursing home, and if there is a similar place in real life, please sign me up! Started up by Sri Lankan immigrants, the place truly cares about its residents, taking not only their bodily needs but also their spiritual and cultural preferences into consideration. The food alone sounded divine, and the activities nurturing, provided by people who really care. I loved the concept so much! Exploring both the beginnings of the nursing home, going back into the early lives of its founders, as well as its current fate, was a journey I won’t soon forget.

The most difficult reviews are those of books that are so well written that my words will do them an injustice, and CHAI TIME AT CINNAMON GARDENS definitely falls into that category. Chandran manages to pack a lot of content into the book’s 384 pages, all relevant in Australia today. I learned so much about Sri Lankan culture and the country’s troubled history, and reflected on parallels drawn between its colonial history and Australia. The theme of the migrant experience and racism features prominently and also offered a unique angle from the author’s family’s own experience. I loved the way Chandran brought her characters to life, they all felt very real and dear to me.

CHAI TIME AT CINNAMON GARDENS was a bookclub choice, and there was so much to discuss! As stated before, my words feel totally inadequate summing up my reading experience and the reflection it prompted. I feel that everyone living in Australia today needs to read this book! It both warmed my heart and broke it and I shed many tears over the fates of its characters. Highly recommended!



 

Monday, 13 May 2024

Book Review: THREE by Valerie Perrin

 



Title: THREE

Author:  Valerie Perrin

Read: April 2024

My Rating: πŸŒŸπŸŒŸπŸŒŸπŸŒŸπŸŒŸ all the stars!

 


Book Description:

 

From the international bestselling author of Fresh Water for Flowers, a beautifully told and suspenseful story about the ties that bind us and the choices that make us who we are.

1986: Adrien, Etienne and Nina are 10 years old when they meet at school and quickly become inseparable. They promise each other they will one day leave their provincial backwater, move to Paris, and never part.

2017: A car is pulled up from the bottom of the lake, a body inside. Virginie, a local journalist with an enigmatic past reports on the case while also reflecting on the relationship between the three friends, who were unusually close when younger but now no longer speak. . As Virginie moves closer to the surprising truth, relationships fray and others are formed.

ValΓ©rie Perrin has an unerring gift for delving into life. In Three, she brings readers along with her through a sequence of heart-wrenching events and revelations that span three decades. Three tells a moving story of love and loss, hope and grief, friendship and adversity, and of time as an ineluctable agent of change.

 

My musings:

 


Oh, my broken heart! What a wonderful story about love, friendship, grief and identity that touched my heart as deeply as FRESH WATER FOR FLOWERS (my first book by the author which had me coming back for more).

 

THREE is the story of three childhood friends who meet at school when they are ten years old and become inseparable. Do you recall those innocent days of childhood friendship, when your friends meant the world to you and became almost an extension of yourself, with the boundaries blurring between their thoughts and desires and your own? Nina, Etienne and Adrien are closer than siblings, sharing their thoughts, their dreams and their plans for the future, supporting each other through tough times. It is unimaginable to them that they would not continue to share their lives after school finishes. Their plan is to move to Paris, rent an apartment together and make music. But as it so often happens, life has other plans for them.

 

Now, thirty years later, the friends meet up again for the first time, reflecting on the past three decades of life, love, loss and shattered dreams – and trying to reconnect to the bond they shared as children.

 

THREE is a book that speaks to the heart, in every way. I loved reflecting on the meaning of friendship – how as children we are attracted to people in their purest form, without all the distractions we encounter later in life. Haven’t we all experienced this ourselves: we may not see some friends for decades and yet it seems as if we have only spoken yesterday. And yet, with others, we lose touch, grow apart, never find anything in common again, wondering what we ever saw in each other in the first place. As Nina, Etienne and Adrien fight their own battles thrown at them by life, we get to see them develop personalities quite unlike the innocent children who first forged a bond at school.

 

I loved every minute of this book, truly grieving the loss of these characters once I finished. Books like this don’t come around often, and yet Perrin has given me two memorable reads I will treasure and revisit when I want food for the soul and heart.  






Tuesday, 23 April 2024

Book Review: THE BELL IN THE LAKE and THE REINDEER HUNTERS by Lars Mytting

 


Every now and then you stumble across a book that just takes your breath away, and THE BELL IN THE LAKE and its sequel THE REINDEER HUNTERS fell into that category for me! I loved everything about this story, even though it also broke my heart into a million pieces.

 

Set in a small remote village in Norway in the late 1800’s, we get to meet the unforgettable characters that will soon worm their way into our hearts and minds. Astrid Hekne, the beautiful and clever daughter of a local landholder, who yearns to get out of the confines of her village and a different life. Kai Schweigaard, the young pastor who has just been posted to the village and has ambitious plans for the town, hoping that his progressive ideas will elevate his status and give him a ticket to grander locations. And Gerhard Schoenauer, the young German architect who has been sent to draw up plans of the church before it gets sold, dismantled and moved all the way to Germany. Butangen’s stave church features like a character itself, with its myth about the “sister bells” and its strong connection to the community, so it’s little wonder that its fate is strongly tied to that of its parishioners.

 

With a strong sense of place and time and a setting so vivid that I thought I was in Norway, the book took me on one unforgettable journey I only came out of reluctantly, dazed and completely emotionally wrung out. Mytting tells his tale so convincingly that his characters came to life for me, and I remember them as flesh and blood people whose fate touched me in ways only few fictional characters can. A heads up: have some tissues ready because I cried floods of tears!

 

Despite being 400 pages long, the story came to an end way too soon, but the good news was that there is a sequel! THE REINDEER HUNTERS takes the story up where THE BELL IN THE LAKE ended, with a new, younger generation of Butangen residents now in the forefront of the novel. Myttings trilogy (I can’t wait for the third instalment, which hasn’t been released yet) is deeply steeped in history and folklore, making it an interesting as well as educational read. Be prepared to spend hours googling “stave churches” after reading it. I was also fascinated by the details about midwifery and the knowledge of the midwives in the late 1900’s, with so many challenges to overcome, distance and poverty amongst them. Mytting’s keen observations of human behaviour fill his novels with tales of love & hate, jealousy & forgiveness, kindness and compassion and greed and the dynamics of a small remote community steeped in tradition and folklore. Here the progressive ideas of a young pastor may not be kindly received by all, and the ideas of the church often clash against more traditional views.

 

There is so much more I could say about these wonderful novels but I will leave it at that and urge you to pick them up for yourself. You will be rewarded with a story that will stay with you for a long time, and some magnificent armchair travel to Norway (which makes me want to go out and buy a ticket right now to explore it for myself). I can’t wait for the release of the third book in the trilogy to find out more about the fate of the sister bells and the sisters’ weaving depicting Skrapanatta.





Monday, 22 April 2024

Book Review: THE HALF MOON by Mary Beth Keane

 


Title: THE HALF MOON

Author:  Mary Beth Keane

Read: February 2024

My Rating: πŸŒŸπŸŒŸπŸŒŸπŸŒŸπŸŒŸ all the stars!

 

 

Book Description:

 

Malcolm Gephardt, handsome and gregarious longtime bartender at the Half Moon, has always dreamed of owning a bar. When his boss finally retires, Malcolm stretches to buy the place. He sees unquantifiable magic and potential in the Half Moon and hopes to transform it into a bigger success, but struggles to stay afloat.

His smart and confident wife, Jess, has devoted herself to her law career. After years of trying for a baby, she is facing the idea that motherhood may not be in the cards for her. Like Malcolm, she feels her youth beginning to slip away and wonders how to reshape her future.

Award-winning author Mary Beth Keane’s new novel takes place over the course of one week when Malcolm learns shocking news about Jess, a patron of the bar goes missing, and a blizzard hits the town of Gillam, trapping everyone in place. With a deft eye and generous spirit, Keane explores the disappointments and unexpected consolations of midlife, the many forms forgiveness can take, the complicated intimacy of small-town living, and what it means to be a family.


 

My musings:

 


This is my first book by Mary Beth Keane, and I absolutely loved the way she portrays the ups and downs of a marriage scarred by loss and thwarted aspirations. Jess and Malcolm once were the perfect couple – young, in love and full of hope they embarked on fulfilling their dreams. Jess threw herself into her law degree, whilst Malcolm still manages the Half Moon, the bar he once wants to own himself. Things are going well until one of their shared dreams falls through: that of starting their own family. After the loss of their infant daughter, their reality becomes endless rounds of fertility treatments and disappointments. When Malcolm makes a rash decision against Jess’ advice, the strain on the marriage proves too much and Jess leaves him.

 

Now, Malcolm is running the bar on his own, battening down the hatches just before a raging blizzard hits town. With the bar closed for a few days, Malcolm knows he won’t be able to pay his bills and faces the loss of his business, making him question every decision he has ever made ….

 

Keane is an astute observer of human relationships and her description of the couple’s marriage rang true and deeply touched my heartstrings. Here are two people who loved another, unmoored by tragedy. Will they find their way back to one another? Or is it already too late? The NOW part of the story plays out over just a week, but we get to find out all the details of what brought Jess and Malcolm to their present situations – I dare you not to shed a tear or two here!

 

THE HALF MOON was a touching, thought provoking, well written and wonderfully observed study of a marriage and what really matters in life, as well as one of overcoming adversity. I became so deeply engrossed in the audiobook that I just wanted to keep listening until I could find out how this story would play out. My first favourite read of the year – I now must go back and read the author’s other books!


Update: I have since read ASK AGAIN, YES by Mary Beth Keane and have found the same keen observations about human relationships as in THE HALF MOON. However, as a personal preference I much prefer novels that play out over a shorter time period to those who span whole lives, so THE HALF MOON remains my favourite.


Wednesday, 10 April 2024

Book Review: BEYOND THAT, THE SEA by Laura Spence-Ash

 




Title: BEYOND THAT, THE SEA

Author:  Laura Spence-Ash

Read: March 2024

My Rating: πŸŒŸπŸŒŸπŸŒŸπŸŒŸπŸŒŸ all the stars!

 


Book Description:

 

As German bombs fall over London in 1940, working-class parents Millie and Reginald Thompson make an impossible choice: they decide to send their eleven-year-old daughter, Beatrix, to America. There, she’ll live with another family for the duration of the war, where they hope she’ll stay safe.


Scared and angry, feeling lonely and displaced, Bea arrives in Boston to meet the Gregorys. Mr. and Mrs. G, and their sons William and Gerald, fold Bea seamlessly into their world. She becomes part of this lively family, learning their ways and their stories, adjusting to their affluent lifestyle. Bea grows close to both boys, one older and one younger, and fills in the gap between them. Before long, before she even realizes it, life with the Gregorys feels more natural to her than the quiet, spare life with her own parents back in England.

As Bea comes into herself and relaxes into her new life—summers on the coast in Maine, new friends clamoring to hear about life across the sea—the girl she had been begins to fade away, until, abruptly, she is called home to London when the war ends.

Desperate as she is not to leave this life behind, Bea dutifully retraces her trip across the Atlantic back to her new, old world. As she returns to post-war London, the memory of her American family stays with her, never fully letting her go, and always pulling on her heart as she tries to move on and pursue love and a life of her own.

As we follow Bea over time, navigating between her two worlds, Beyond That, the Sea emerges as a beautifully written, absorbing novel, full of grace and heartache, forgiveness and understanding, loss and love.


My musings:

 


BEYOND THAT, THE SEA is one of those rare books that come out of nowhere and totally steal your heart. Taking part over a time span of thirty years, the book tells the story of eleven year old Beatrix, who has been evacuated from war torn London to live with a family in America until the end of WWII. Whilst her parents had hoped that the separation would be a short one, it’s five long years until Beatrix can return home again, and then she has been fundamentally changed by her time with the Gregory family.

It’s hard to believe that BEYOND THAT, THE SEA is a debut novel because it is not only insightful and wise, but also written with such skill that the characters immediately came to life for me. As someone who has left my country of birth at a young age to live far away from my origins, I could relate to Beatrix’s sense of estrangement when returning to London after spending her formative years in a place where the culture was significantly different from that of her homeland. I also found it heartbreaking that she was expected to let go of the bond she had formed with her foster family during those early adolescent years, when she was especially vulnerable and far from her own family. In the time of snapchat and facebook it is sometimes hard to remember that not all that long ago it was a lot more difficult to stay in touch, even though I loved the concept of a chess game playing out through “snail-mail” postcards.

BEYOND THAT, THE SEA made me feel warm and fuzzy and teary in equal measure. I shed may tears when I though of Mrs G’s grief of losing the foster daughter she had taken in with such generosity and had come to love as her own. On the other hand, I understood the grief, resentment and jealousy Bea’s mother is experiencing, having to let her child go to another family, who are fortunate enough to escape the horror of war through the sheer luck of fate. One passage where Bea’s mother lashes out at the Gregory family for “living such a good life and eating lots of food” whilst people in London live in daily fear of bombs and have to survive on hard rations resonated with me – especially how the lottery of where you are born determines so much of your fate.

BEYOND THAT, THE SEA is a slow, character driven story exploring the meaning of family and belonging. It also reminded me of my own privilege and to be grateful that I raised my own children in peace and never had to make those terrible choices Bea's parents were forced to contamplate, out of love for their child. Written with a wisdom that will resonate through all ages, this book deeply touched me and will stay in my mind for a long time to come.




Thursday, 26 October 2023

Looking for intriguing, captivating books with older female leads?






Lucy Atkins sits firmly on my favourite authors list with her ability of creating enigmatic female lead characters and stories that are not only intriguing but also touched my heart. Whilst her previous two books featured middle aged females (the "invisibles" of our society), her latest novel presents us with an eccentric, plucky octogenarian who harbours a shameful secret. All three books were solid 5-star reads for me and I can't wait to see what she comes up with next. So if you feel that older female protagonists are in the minority in fiction, do yourself a favour and pick up any of these three novels, you won't be disappointed!



WINDMILL HILL by Lucy Atkins

 

If you enjoyed Frederick Backman's A MAN CALLED OVE, then you are going to love Atkin's eccentric 82-year-old heroine Astrid. Ever since the breakdown of her marriage to famous actor Magnus thirty odd years ago, Astrid has been living in a derelict old windmill with only her housekeeper cum friend Mrs Baker and three miniature dachshunds for company. It's merely by chance that Astrid spots an article in the paper announcing that her terminally ill ex-husband Magnus is about to publish his much awaited autobiography. She knows that she will have to stop him at all costs, because of an incident in their past that destroyed Astrid’s own acting career and has altered her life irrevocably. She simply cannot face having to relive the shame. So, this reclusive octogenarian embarks on a journey to Scotland to confront her dying ex-lover.

Atkins tells her story through multiple timelines, jumping back and forth between the past and the present. Whilst Astrid is the main POV, excerpts from letters written by an earlier owner of the windmill to her husband also reveal some of the windmill's tragic past. I admit that initially there were many threads and mysteries that didn't seem connected and didn’t come together until the very end, but it was all worth the wait!

What wonderful characters Atkins has created with her two elderly ladies. Astrid might be over eighty and not as sprightly as she used to be, but she constantly reminds us that she is NDY (not dead yet). As the past threatens her reclusive and humble existence in the windmill, she must face up to one of her life's biggest regrets- with surprising consequences. It's a rare story that can evoke such a range of emotion - I laughed, I cried, and at one point I could hear my heart breaking clean in half. There were so many themes in this book that resonated with me, and I won't forget Astrid in a hurry. There aren't many novels out there that feature old women, especially ones that focus on the present, which made WINDMILL HILL even more special.

WINDMILL HILL has definitely earned a place on my favourites list. Atkins is a master at creating complex characters and intriguing stories (both her previous novels THE NIGHT VISITOR and MAGPIE LANE were also 5-star reads for me). Very highly recommended!



MAGPIE LANE by Lucy Atkins


Let me introduce you to my second 5-star read for 2020 – TA DA! MAGPIE LANE was like my own personal formula for reading bliss. A nanny in an old spooky English manor house in Oxford. Family secrets. A disturbed child who may or may not have some connection to the weird noises and shadows flitting about in the house at night. Characters who ALL have something to hide. All the very things I just LOVE in a mystery!

Dee is a middle-aged woman with some secrets in her past that have seen her live a life looking after other people’s children. She has stayed with many different families and cared for children of all ages and backgrounds, but none has ever got under her skin the same way Felicity has, this pale, mute and unhappy daughter of Oxford’s latest Don.

I immediately loved Dee, from the very moment she shares her self-deprecating humour:


“It may be my functional approach to fashion, but people seem to assume that I’m in charge.”



The picture was painted. A somewhat plain but keenly intelligent middle-aged woman wearing drab clothes to roam the grey streets of a wintry Oxford, wielding an umbrella. I soon realised that I, too, had misjudged her, because Dee was not only smart, but also fiercely loyal to her latest little charge. Not an easy job when you are pitted against Felicity’s father, the arrogant Nick, and her trendy Danish stepmother Mariah.

It wasn’t long until the plot thickened. Nick and Mariah have a dark secret they are determined to keep hidden. Felicity is traumatised. The house, too, has secrets it divulges only at night, in its moving shadows, its silent whispers, its doors that open and close at random, and the spooky little priest hole in the attic where a rotten smell seems to linger. Even Oxford itself, described as: ...a place of dust motes, vaults and arm-span alleys, of angle-poised lamps and dimmer switches, of creaking floorboards and whispers in oak-panelled libraries.” You can see why this was totally irresistible for me! If you are not a fan of the supernatural, don’t despair, because Atkin is always willing to give a perfectly rational explanation for all the things that spooked hell out of me.

Let’s also talk briefly about the unique POV the story is told in. Dee, the nanny, is being interviewed by police who are trying to establish the whereabouts of Felicity, Dee’s young charge, who has disappeared from the house whilst Dee was in London and the girl was in the care of her stepmother. As Dee tells the story of how she came to be the nanny, the full picture slowly emerges in flashbacks and confessions until .... well, that’s something you have to find out for yourself.

I really can’t divulge any more without giving things away, so let me just say that this book was a perfect for me. If you like an atmospheric setting, a creepy mystery and characters that are as mysterious as the setting itself, then you can’t go wrong with this one. Good spooky mysteries are hard to find, and it doesn’t get any better than this. 


THE NIGHT VISITOR by Lucy Atkins


Ever since reading Lucy Atkins’ latest book MAGPIE LANE I have been a huge fan of the way her mind works and have been reading my way through her previous books. I was touched by Kali’s quest to find out about her late mother in THE MISSING ONE and enchanted by the wild landscape of Vancouver island, with its rugged coastline and its many natural wonders. I was fascinated by the cover of THE NIGHT VISITOR, which features a dung beetle of all things, and immediately taken in by the premise of the dark story of obsession and lies that lay beneath it.

Professor Olivia Sweetman is a renowned historian who is about to launch her first novel, a story based on the diary of Victorian woman Annabel Burley, a female physician who penned the secret confession of the murder of her husband in its pages. Vivian Tester, the socially awkward housekeeper of Ileford Manor, who initially found the diary, has been helping Olivia with her research, unearthing fascinating facts about the women herself and her family, whose last remaining member is wiling her last days away at a nursing home. Whilst Vivian’s research has been invaluable, Olivia has found her personality to be challenging and can’t wait to get her out of her life once the book has been published. But Vivian has other ideas ....

It is difficult to put the complex plot of this book into a few words, especially without giving spoilers, so let me just say that the dynamics between the two women were fascinating, tense and sometimes utterly terrifying! Whilst Atkins offers us insight into Vivian’s head by her first person POV, we only ever hear from Olivia in the third person, creating room for doubt and suspense. In the process of reading this twisted tale, I found my allegiance shifting constantly from one woman to the other, never quite sure who I could trust. It’s interesting how all of Atkins’ characters – intelligent, independent women - have their origins in academia and science, giving the story additional depth and adding some interesting background information to the story.

As in the other two books I have read by the author, Atkins uses an atmospheric setting to create additional tension, and the old manor of Ileford House is a perfect stage to let the story play out. And whilst I learned fascinating facts about orcas in THE MISSING ONE, I was fascinated by the background information about dung beetles in this one. This may sound like a strange stage prop, but let me assure you that it all fits perfectly together in the way only and accomplished author like Atkins can pull off. And whilst the house in itself is not exactly creepy in a traditional sense, the images of Vivian’s night visitor and the old haunted well do create a Gothic feel that gave me goosebumps. As a fair trigger warning I should also say that the book contains a horrific scene involving the death of a dog, which was fairly traumatic.

All in all, Atkins has cemented her name firmly on my list of favourite mystery writers and I was as enamoured with this one as I was with her other books. If you like a dark tale of obsession and revenge set against a delicious creepy old manor house setting, then look no further. As the story progressed and the tension mounted, I had little idea of how this tale would play out. I dare you to guess the ending if you are game – I certainly did not see THAT coming.


Thursday, 15 June 2023

5-Star Book Review: THE BIRD HOTEL by Joyce Maynard

 



Title: The Bird Hotel

Author:  Joyce Maynard

Read: June 2023

Expected publication: out now

My Rating: all the stars!

 

Book Description:

 

After a childhood filled with heartbreak, Irene, a talented artist, finds herself in a small Central American village where she checks into a beautiful but decaying lakefront hotel called La Llorona at the base of a volcano. 
 
The Bird Hotel tells the story of this young American who, after suffering tragedy, restores and runs La Llorona. Along the way we meet a rich assortment of characters who live in the village or come to stay at the hotel. With a mystery at its center and filled with warmth, drama, romance, humor, pop culture, and a little magic realism, The Bird Hotel has all the hallmarks of a Joyce Maynard novel that have made her a a leading voice of her generation. 


My musings:

 


What a beautiful, atmospheric books this was, full of the lyrical language, keen observations and magic that makes Maynard one of my favourite authors. I was hooked as soon as I met Irene, a young woman who has had to endure more than her fair share of tragedy and death. Desolate, and without much hope for the future, she boards a bus into the unknown and finds herself in a little Central American village at the edge of a large lake and at the foot of a volcano.

 

During Irene’s stay at La Llorona she comes not contact with a wide range of people, whose fate has brought them to this remote place, and whose lives will be forever changed after leaving here. As La Llorona becomes home for her, Irene slowly shakes off the layers of her grief and hopelessness that have ruled her life. But there are still some surprises in store for her …

 

Told through the eyes of Irene and flicking back and forth between the 1960s and the present, THE BIRD HOTEL was a heartwarming and magical story about loss, grief and starting afresh, peppered with a rich cast of unforgettable side characters. With her unflinching eye for detail and innate understanding of the human psyche, Maynard delivers us protagonists that are as flesh and blood as the people we have known all our lives, set against an atmospheric backdrop of a small Mayan village. Whilst Maynard clarifies that she has written the novel purely from the perspective of an expat, her rich details about Mayan life and culture were fascinating and made for wonderful armchair travel. I dare you not to be touched by at least one of the human tales in this story – I know that I shed a few tears along the way.

 

THE BIRD HOTEL is the type of immersive, enchanting story that makes Maynard such a great writer and sent this book straight to my favourites list. I loved every minute of it and thought about its characters long after finishing it. All the stars from me!





Sunday, 13 November 2022

Introducing my favorite book of 2022: THE WINNERS by Fredrik Backman (BEARTOWN #3)

 



Title: THE WINNERS (BEARTOWN # 3)

Author:  Fredrik Backman

Read: November 2022

Expected publication: out now

My Rating: πŸŒŸπŸŒŸπŸŒŸπŸŒŸπŸŒŸ all the stars!



My musings:

 


I would give this book 100 stars if I could!

 

If I thought that Beartown ripped out my heart and broke it into a million pieces, then Backman’s latest instalment in the series just ground them to fine dust. At least now I know to stock up on tissues before starting any of his books!

 

I don’t even know where to begin with a review because it’s difficult to express how much I loved this book. After the three Beartown novels, I almost feel part of the community. I’m not sure how Backman does it, but his characters are so well drawn that they are totally real to me. Often, characters remain a hazy outline, but this cast is as vivid in my mind as people I have known all my life.

 

With the Beartown themes of community, parenthood, coming of age, friendships and the fine threads that connect us all to one another, there wasn’t many tissues left in the box by the time I finished reading. Backman’s writing resonates deeply with me, as do his characters.

 

THE WINNERS is set 2 years after the events in BEARTOWN, and we get to find out how all our favourite characters have fared in that time. There are a few surprises in store, but one thing has not changed – the rivalry between the two hockey clubs of Beartown and Hed. As someone who knows nothing about hockey and isn’t particularly sports orientated, even I soon realised how much the sport reflected the hopes and dreams of the community, and was swept away by their love for the sport. As hockey gets embroiled in the political power games of influential people trying to make Beartown and Hed’s animosity work in their favour, the simmering tension is about to erupt into violence. With the constant foreshadowing in the story, I knew that something terrible was about to happen, which had me torn between reading quickly to find the answers and savouring the story. Backman injects so many snippets of insight and wisdom into his stories that touched me deeply, drawing out emotions that are often repressed or overlooked.

 

I can confidently say that THE WINNERS is my favourite book for 2022 and one that I will revisit again when the open wounds in my heart are no longer so raw and I can savour the fine details I may have overlooked. Please note that this is not a stand-alone novel and needs to be read in the right order of the Beartown series to make sense and to get the full value out of this wonderful tale. I loved every minute of it and was sad to say good-bye to characters who feel like good old friends – I will miss them. A truly wonderful book! If you haven’t discovered this series yet, what are you waiting for?





Monday, 17 October 2022

Book Review: ALL THAT’S LEFT UNSAID by Tracey Lien


 

Title: ALL THAT’S LEFT UNSAID

Author:  Tracey Lien

Publisher:  Harlequin Australia

Read: July 2022

Expected publication: out now

My Rating: πŸŒŸπŸŒŸπŸŒŸπŸŒŸ

 

 

Book Description:

 

Just let him go. These are the words Ky Tran will forever regret. The words she spoke when her parents called to ask if they should let her younger brother Denny out to celebrate his high school graduation with friends. That night, Denny—optimistic, guileless, brilliant Denny—is brutally murdered inside a busy restaurant in the Sydney suburb of Cabramatta, a refugee enclave facing violent crime, an indifferent police force, and the worst heroin epidemic in Australian history.

Returning home to Cabramatta for the funeral, Ky learns that the police are stumped by Denny’s case: a dozen people were at Lucky 8 restaurant when Denny died, but each of the bystanders claim to have seen nothing.

Desperately hoping that understanding what happened might ease her suffocating guilt, Ky sets aside her grief and determines to track down the witnesses herself. With each encounter, she peels back another layer of the place that shaped her and Denny, exposing trauma and seeds of violence that were planted well before that fateful celebration dinner: by colonialism, by the war in Vietnam, and by the choices they’ve all made to survive.

Alternating between Ky’s voice and the perspectives of the witnesses, Tracey Lien’s extraordinary debut is at once heart-pounding and heart-rending as it probes the intricate bonds of friendship, family, and community through an unforgettable cast of characters, all connected by a devastating crime. Combining evocative family drama and gripping suspense, All That’s Left Unsaid is a profound and moving page turner, perfect for readers of Liz Moore, Brit Bennett, and Celeste Ng
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My musings:

 


ALL THAT’S LEFT UNSAID is one of those books that starts off as a mystery but then ends up being so much more, leaving you emotionally exhausted at the end of it. If a book haunts my thoughts long after I turned the last page, I know that it has struck some deep emotion with me somewhere.

Ky, the daughter of Vietnamese immigrants, returns to her childhood home in Cabramatta after the violent death of her younger brother Denny Tran, killed at a local restaurant. Even though the murder happened in front of dozens of witnesses, everyone claims not to have seen anything, and the police investigation has come to a dead end so far. Dealing with her own grief and the heartbreak Denny’s death has caused her parents, Ky starts asking questions – someone just had to have seen who killed her brother. So why is no one talking?

Even though ALL THAT’S LEFT UNSAID centres around a murder, it is more than just a mystery. In her debut novel, Lien explores what it’s like to be an immigrant in Australia – and to be the child of immigrant parents. It is also an exploration of grief and guilt that transcends race and culture – because parents grieving for their child speak a universal language that is understood with the heart rather than words. The mark Denny’s death left on his parents broke my heart, especially as they are trying to get answers and find justice in a culture that is foreign to them, with many barriers standing in their way. Ky, on the other hand, also has burdens only a child of immigrant parents can understand. On top of her own grief, she juggles her parents’ expectations, the role of the “good child” she was cast into, the problem solver and translator, the one that got out and made a better life for herself.

The social commentary on immigrant life in Cabramatta thirty years ago was an eye opener for me, and added a lot of depth to the mystery. I loved the way Lien included other narrators in addition to the voice of Ky, our main protagonist. One character in particular really spoke to me and made me forge a deeper emotional connection to the story than I would have otherwise done.

 


Summary:

 


In summary, dealing with the struggles of immigrant life in Australia, inter-generational trauma, grief, guilt and the way children of immigrant parents feel torn between two cultures, ALL THAT’S LEFT UNSAID was a mystery with a powerful message that really touched my heart. If you love Celeste Ng’s or Amy Tan’s books, then you should definitely read this one.

 

 

Thank you to Netgalley and Harlequin Australia for the free electronic copy of this novel and for giving me the opportunity to provide an honest review.